The Grave

I found it beneath the little statue with the freshly turned soil. How had I not seen it before?
Looking down into the grave I saw my undead child and the rage within me burst yellow, blazingly bright and a howl of hate tore from my throat and shook the earth.

It was a rage of hate and smite. It was a rage that would destroy anything to blame with no conscience and all the malice to be painted with as much blood as possible, as much pain that could be crushed from wet bone.
Fuck I have vivid dreams.

Dragon Slayer

There in the Black Dragon hunting ground.

The cave seems deeper than nightmares.

A choking roar comes forth.

Cold sweat trickles as he approaches.

At the mouth of the cave

he lights the torch.

The stalegmites and stalegtites

look like great teeth.

The flame of the torch licks

the roof of the cave.

Clouds of steam float by.

Swirling as if alive.

The cave widens.

There is the dragon asleep.

It looks helpless, innocent.

One eye opens.

A cat eye, greater in malice.

The warrior draws his sword.

Took too long.

The Losing

I’ve tried so hard to hold onto this one single dream.To recall and capture fully that feeling.It’s only the day after and already the detail is lost, corroded away by time. I could probably read it again but it’s left me alone and cold. I can do nothing. As the dream came of its own accord, it has left of its own accord.

It’s actually ironic. I gave Justine warmth, gave the dream life. The dream leaves me cold and takes life of its own, fleeing from my mind.

On losing the dream.

China

The peak of life

People walking on the street

The narrow alleys

Pitted with tiny shops

Chinese calligraphy

A whiff of sweet & sour

The chinese lanterns.

*

Old man in the park

moving slowly

Shadow boxing in the Tai Chi form

Fans move gracefully

in Kung Fu combat

Ah

The essence of life.

Looking back I can remember being absolutely fascinated with Chinese culture.

I almost had an opportunity to go to Hong Kong to study Choy Lay Fut Kung Fu. I don’t think my parents would ever have allowed it if it came to fruition.

Abandonned Buildings and Alleys.

It’s a different world behind those buildings, in the narrow private alleys with their human aroma.

The empty buildings and alleys both haunted with articles and subjects.

Things left behind.

Lives abandoned.

Moments and possessions forgotten.

*

This place is haunted.

Because bad things happened here.

Because of freakish events.

Smoldering desires and unfinished business.

It’s haunted because things happened here.

Lives were changed in this alley because they were forced to be.

*

The young girls hair, sheared off and still in a pony tail.

Did she cut it off for disguise?

Was it cut for her?

By the severing of her hair, so to was her past severed from her.

Her ghost floats past, free and laughing.

A miserable life traded for something less harsh.

The things she was forced to do…

Now she gets things for it.

How cool it feels! How free!

The leash of hair cut off.

*

And above the stairs in the doorway.

A fearful, sad and scared ghost.

Was he a guard?

A homeless person with luck enough to find a whole empty building for shelter?

He was assaulted.

His jacket fell to the floor.

He was struck again.

He lost a shoe.

His ghost peeps out from the dark shadows.

White of his eye.

Sneaky movement of a blurred silhouette.

His perfectly good jacket rests in the weather.

His perfectly good shoe rests.

No more miles to cover.

Peaceful and purposeless.

Do only I see the ghosts?

Do I like seeing the ghosts?

Maybe someone needs to see what others can’t.

Without me they wouldn’t exist.

Wouldn’t be honored.

Wouldn’t be remembered.