so distantly calling.
The angels hold my hand
yet I keep falling.
*
My slipping soul
falling from grace.
My slipping soul
falling from it’s place.
My feeble mind
imagines a face.
It runs into nothing
I give chase.
*
The angels in my mind
hold me to their shallow hearts.
I’m trying to feel and die
I cannot navigate with these charts.
i’m trying so hard
to live and die.
Trying not
to live a lie.
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Everything I feel
I cry.
Now when I feel
I sigh.
I’ve lost my soul
and my mind.
My feelings are numb
they’ve gone blind.