Serving Self Denial

Slow soul-serving silenceSelf Serving

Fleeting noise

A cold defiance

Stuck with words

I cannot speak

Hand so gentle

touch my cheek

*

Serving self denial

so close to heaven

so much like hell

The serpent twists

round the holy grail

Slow ring-a-rosie

and from grace I fell

*

From the cup

she takes a sip

Approaches close

licks my lip.

The Visit

Darkness large

Shadows fall

He visits

Standing tall

I cringe

Skin crawl

Darkness large

Shadows fall

*

He kissed my mind

with image clear

The one I lust

my sweetheart dear

“You can take her

Now, here.”

He kissed my mind

with image clear

*

I love her

yet I lust

I want her flesh

yet I must

Keep my soul

keep her trust

*

I challenge my dark, mystic guest

“I see your suit –

now show me the rest.”

He pauses.

“I am Prince of Fire –

to see me? You must jest!”

I pressed my cause.

He lifted the hood

with beauteous grace

and within

lay my own face.